Is it about a girlfriend?

I'm 17 years old

And the girlfriend is also 17 years old

Hey first

It all started in the 10th grade around the semester.

We have met

Have spent time together

In the end we met almost every day. We were mostly with her (but also sometimes with me) (we fell in love after a while (1 month))

We always watched Netflix, always laughed, tickled each other and everything

Then it started that at some point we held hands

And kissed us too (2-3 times)

Then I asked her once if we wanted to be together.

Her answer to that was that she still needs time. (I understand, I'm the last person who doesn't understand something, I also told her I give her as much time as she needs, I don't urge her either.

Then she had met another boy in between - all well and good. We lost sight of each other a little over the vacation (she was in my parallel class). Then we found ourselves again at a party. We held hands again.

Then we almost had our graduation trip from school.

Then she had a little more contact with this other boy. Then it was the graduation trip. She then told me that nothing would become of us both.

At first I was very injured…

In any case, she got together with the other boy after the school trip. They were together for 1 1/2 year. It wasn't a nice relationship for her (she was always to blame for everything, she had to block everyone on insta and snapchat because of jealousy. Girls and boys)

The split was only a short time ago

(Then a friend and I got in touch with her again) We were there for you (then I talked to her about it too)

Now we had contact again for 3 days, watched Netflix, tickled each other, etc.

I have the feeling that something is developing again there

But their breakup wasn't long ago; I want to give her as much time as she needs.

I don't want to rush you or anything.

It feels like it used to be for me again; I just feel good around her. But I'm very afraid of being hurt again or of losing it again

So I just wanted to ask what you would do.

Would you try again

Don't you see that she's just taking advantage of you? She is probably very confused after the breakup and of course you will come in handy again. I would not like to be treated as a plan B, so I would only seek friendly contact with her, if at all.

Don't let yourself be treated like that and realize your worth