In love with a girlfriend's ex boyfriend?

So my girlfriend was a long time with her ex together for about 2 years and she is still really crazy about him. I also went out with her and her friend 1-2 times. And have always seen how the friend looks at me. But the last few months I and she had virtually no contact, were probably only once a month outside. And her ex has always snapped me in the time where they had concluded and asked how I'm and he wants to see me. Then I was with him and we watched Netflix and he came closer and then kissed me. When I was at home, I told him that it was wrong but felt right. Blabla then we met a few times and there was more. I'm in love with him and he's in me. My girlfriend has irgwie noticed that between us is running but I have always given her indirect answers. And today I was out with him again and a friend of my girlfriend took a picture of us and then sent it to her. And I was on my way home. Then my mother called me and said that she is standing in front of my door and wants to talk to my father this (she is really mentally ill and too in love). I first did not know what to do because I know how she is ticking and just a man's wife. Then called her ex told him and he came by taxi. And we all met outside (00: 30h). She came running up to me screaming and trying to attack me, but he held her back and she was just crying and screaming all the time what a bad girlfriend I'm. Then she talked to him and I talked to her and said that I'm sorry and I can understand her completely and do nothing because I can't control my feelings myself. THAT Can't. She is really broken but I fell in love with him and he too. And I've heard from others that she has talked bad about me and we were not well friends for half a year anyway. I honestly do not know what to do anymore. He gives me love all the time and calls me all the time. Contact him (although I love him)? So she is happy? I need urgent help am desperate.

Well it is understandable somewhere that she is totally angry and hurt. You were her friend and once upon a time she was her boyfriend whom she loves to this day. Now you are with your love together and have betrayed them. Well you both love each other and your friendship is probably broken anyway. Maybe you'd better break the contact with her and you just let it run as it is. She'll have to get over him anyway. Sure it is not right what she did when she wanted to get on you, but she does not understand the world anymore and probably she's devastated her heart was broken.

You are right that you can't do anything for your feelings. However, it was wrong of you not to tell her immediately, but to conceal it. That was your big mistake.

That you feel more for each other is just like that. Some people think it's really bad of you. But I think that you can't do anything for his feelings and she should finally accept that he does not want anything more from you.

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Really good answer! 👍

Thank you

Actually, you have already decided. You chose him, not you.