Why does life give me clues about my thinking? Why do thoughts become visible?

No I have no psychosis or anything else, it seems to me since childhood, but that's life. There are thoughts that reappear in the form of reality, e.g. I have some bad or good thoughts around me, at some point I hear exactly the same thing elsewhere in a different form, so life wants to show me what I think of myself and put myself off with the negative so that I think positively, or as if people all have a common awareness, a general awareness. If I have thoughts from the past, childhood memories, the majority of society also asks about it, and I get wind of it again…

If I feel like doing something that no one knows, I hear from the great popularity of society that they have discovered it for themselves and are happy to do it… I buy eg. Red stylish shoes, a stylish shirt and a cap, without a certain that the outfit exists, a year later everyone runs around like they copied me.

Trying to heal a wound with tea (I think) the next evening I see a person cutting and pouring the wound with tea.

I was a failure who lies lazing in bed every day, wanted to do sports but keep switching, unemployed documentary, beat Netflix and choose exactly the sequence, where it is about a guy who was like me at the moment. I'm not like you, a failure who just sits around and does nothing, lazy in bed, wanted to do sports but can wait, now I'm not watching TV anymore.

Brain: maybe you should think about yourself before you go any further, deep inside yourself, go into your broken depressive psyche. One day, because of depression, I did something that I don't want to say, because otherwise I would be put in a drawer, and I went deep into my psyche, at some point the sentence from the past kept coming up, and in the end everything was bad… I have my life is attacked and now it looks jut again.

Why do I see my thoughts?

Why do certain thoughts come true, what people thought about us as a child in adulthood or in youth, maybe it will come true… Why? I have everything I imagined as a teenager

I know that. I think our brain can only process a lot of the myriad of information that eyes and ears perceive, and when deciding that this information is important to you, the factor whether you have recently been interested may play an important role. So there may be many topics, styles of clothing, etc. That grasp your organs but your brain doesn't think is important enough to draw your attention to them.

Selective perception. At some point you noticed that some of you thought you encounter in real. Which is not a big miracle.

You have disconnected and over time you notice that more and more. In return, you do not notice that completely illogical or simply impossible thoughts do not come up to you

Wow how some can find themselves in a text that someone wrote on drugs!

Including me…

In which:

"um me, at some point I hear exactly the same thing in a different form elsewhere,"

I have already experienced that again today and thought of Carl Gustav Jung's "Synesthesia" or what does that mean? I read a book and not just any book that was dedicated to feminist fun-spoilers. From S70 it was about screaming. This is my personal trigger word, because I was rather intro & I'm & I have already been told several times that I should speak louder (should I have been asked otherwise, of course, be quiet) & once Jux couple said I should scream because then I would get too something great for that. I was always socially excluded because of my silence. That happens to me a lot today, but the more I read the book I realize that I was never one to fight (shouting is also a 'fight against'). I just wanted to die as a child if I didn't get something or be someone else - try 'being someone else'. It is only as a teenager and today that injustice that I experience makes me very, very angry & I would like to become a superheroic Shehulkkratos or sometimes to shred CARNAGE & slaughter everything - get me what belongs to me. Justice.

But of course it is not possible. I often only have books from those who know roughly what I'm going through. These are mostly feminist women. & it's no wonder that I feel partly understood by them.

or as if people all have a common consciousness, a general consciousness.

Yes, I also kept that with general awareness in mind. I think I found a good explanation for this at Schopenhauer. "Blind will"