I'm 15 and frankly i hate my life. I live in a village with less than 100 people where no one lives, I want to have something to do with.
There are actually no people I can really call friends, and I don't have a hobby. In all my free time, I'm in my room, playing games from time to time, watching Netflix or just clicking on any video on YouTube that looks reasonably appealing. I don't actually do anything and when I think back to 2019 I see almost nothing, except maybe the vacation or some little things.
In fact, I'm terribly lonely and there's no club or anything near me that I would like to participate in. Furthermore, if you don't have anyone, you have no reason to go outside.
It depresses me incredibly that my life flies past me and that I constantly and carelessly just let my life pass in front of me and then have no drive to take the helm and turn in any direction.
The only way to get to know someone would be a club, but there's simply nothing in my area that appeals to me.
I also feel like I'm losing intelligence over time as I hardly ever use my brain and I'm absent-minded at school.
To be honest I'm a little afraid of ending up like my mother, who is lying on the sofa all day, knitting and watching TV.
I'm totally desperate. Anyone have an idea? If anyone wants, I also like to write privately, I have nothing to do anyway.
If you are 16 you can get the 125 license or just get the scooter license and you are much more mobile. This creates other possibilities.
Hm. Difficult situation. What about the people in school? You can't find everyone around you uninteresting.
Maybe you should give a club a chance anyway. Trial training is often offered, maybe it's not so stupid after all. Perhaps the trial training is enough to make new contacts.
I think all the problems you have can be solved by you and only you. The most important thing is school. Yes sounds stupid but as soon as you lose connection at school you have little chance of discovering new things.
I personally would be happy to live in a village that has few people. Go into the forest, build something out of wood or something. Sounds like lame, but can be really fun. Walking is also great. Your head is clear there and you have what it takes to keep new motivation alive. Life has so many wonderful things and it is up to you to discover them and, above all, to discover them for yourself. Pique your interest in things like dungeons and dragons, drawing, making films, making music, or going to church. Services tell you that you are not someone but someone
I hope I could motivate you and would be happy to write to you again when requested. Please take the chance to do something with your life. I don't know you and still know that you have what it takes.
Basically my problem is that I'm not at all able to motivate myself for something. I hate the forest to be honest, it's all wet, lonely and well, I just don't like it.
I actually want to do something for school too, but when I sit down, all motivation is gone.
If I'm not even motivated enough to buy a PC, a lot is just not going well for me…
