Afraid of meeting with crush?

He
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I have a crush and I have the feeling he likes me a bit and he wants to meet me.

Last summer I had met with a boy schonmal and we watched netflix and held hands, then he wanted to kiss me and I got panic and blocked.

jz I've ever made around with the crush but under alkhol (although net soo a lot but well) and yes I have the panic full to meet with him alone

I really believe that this is abnormal for me, I lie in bed in the evening and would like to cuddle with him but during the day when I see him I walk faster because otherwise I panic panic

Can someone help me Please😫😫

Br

Do not be afraid

Ai

I think if you really love him, your body, if you meet and alone since, will automatically seek closeness…

He

Yes that's what everyone says but for me it's just not easy

He

Must first come to meet me with him haha