I ask for decent answers
Hello everybody,
I have had some problems lately.
From June to the end of October I was only at home and at school. My liver values are very high because of all the stress, so I have bile problems (was with the doctor). I have hardly met any friends, because I like to exclude myself when I'm not feeling well. I met only 2 times with my best friend and last week I was on a peaceful birthday, where only about 10 people were, it was a little quiet round.
At the end of October I had a near-death experience (I was lying in the kh & the doctors had to rescue me since I was dying). Due to this experience I'm still not healthy. I'm still ill and we're already at the end of November. Already sick for over a month I can hardly do anything. I'm always at home.
The meeting with my boyfriend I did not like so much, I was just empty inside. It was not her but me.
The birthday party was also not great, everybody was laughing, and so on. Only me not really. I went home earlier because I did not feel like it anymore.
I do not feel well in the company and do not know what to do.
I want to laugh and celebrate as I used to, but only if I feel comfortable in my own skin.
Then I ask myself what I do not like about my body and I can't answer that.
school? I really want to finish school and go to college, but I'm scared I can't do it, just because I miss so much school supplies and almost always get sick. On the other hand, I miss the school too.
I try to look for hobbies, but I have nothing at all motivation. No desire to draw, no desire for sports (also because I'm sick), no desire for Netflix, no desire to eat… I'm just sleeping
go to the doctor? I can't explain this situation to my parents.
Your situation sounds very worrying to me. Please be sure to talk to a person you trust! This can be a good friend, a relative or z.Bsp. Also be a confidant from the school.
You can also contact the telephone counseling at any time. There's someone available around the clock and you have the opportunity to make an anonymous and confidential conversation: ** 0800/1110111 or 0800/1110222 ** (toll free from the German fixed and mobile network).
You can also chat on the website of Pastoral Care if you prefer: http://www.telefonseelsorge.de/...lsorge.de/
The most important thing is now: do not rash! Do not do anything that puts you in danger and what you can't undo!
From the contributions of others, we observe that many people are very similar to you. You are not alone; There's always a way to a better situation. Often you just need someone to help you find it. So talk to someone about your thoughts quickly and never give up!
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All the best.
If you are really physically ill, go to the doctor.
If it's the psyche, find a therapist and talk to your parents.
I can sympathize with your feeling, but you should have that clarified.
I myself suffered for a very long time and it took a really long time until I got up again. Often, depending on the cause and what you are about to tell, I clearly see a cause that may have been minimal consequences of liver problems and what the consequences were.
(Here I would like to suggest that from a temporary insufficiency or severe hepatitis, it probably played an ammonia poisoning in the head, which has left some traces.)
I can only strongly recommend to clarify it. I myself, after multiple insufficiencies, the doctors have brought me to life still psychological and neurological problems. These things I clarify and you should. Whereby my incident is still from last September.
All the best to you
