When will our time come?

There's a boy… For three damn years. We have had much more than just a friendship, short story: Last year I finally made it, that he is not interested in us and that we meet and sooo. Then we met each weekend and went to our school on a bench, where no one is… Then came a day when he suddenly took me in your arms and hit my legs over his.

Another day we sat in exactly the same position and he started kissing my face, then down to my mouth, and that was not just a kiss and not a short one…

Well then he was funny at some point and has not reported until March this year. Since March we have written sooo intimate things and he always just wanted to see me… Then we met again, this time only as a buddy (?)

then I met him and then something like that happened again. We were on the way to his home and we met three young people, the last one said: "your girlfriend is really pretty", he said "thank you". When we were at his home we watched Netflix and I was in his arms and he stroked me…

danb we met again, but there was nothing between us, although he said the night before we met that he wants me with him

Now he hardly answers.

why are boys so hard at work? Or does he honestly want nothing from me?

Maybe you are not ready to have a serious relationship yet. I would tell him what I want. This back and forth, first proximity then again distance I would not join. You do not know what he wants. Maybe he does not know that himself?

Talk to each other, tell each other what you want and that makes you unhappy at the moment and it can't go on like this.

Either completely or not, do not let that you play with you.