I, male 17, have had massive psychological problems for several months and a therapy that doesn't really help. In terms of school I'm average (2.7 average) and have often had problems with the teachers and my parents recently due to poor written grades, sleep disorders and abnormal behavior.
In addition to school, I'm very active in sports. However, due to the lockdown, I'm even more on the phone than before. I don't have any friends anymore, because I just get disappointed, get drawn into things, and because of a weak personality I often do things that I don't want to do. No matter who I interact with, it boils down to either being put down because of my stature (wide back, but thin) or I'm ignored after three days.
Well, I have to say that I'm not like your typical teen. I'm an extrovert, but I don't party, don't take drugs or gamble / watch Netflix. I'm a rather talkative guy who likes to talk about profound topics, but likes to sell myself as stupid so that I can impress others.
Meanwhile I want to become mute. No more talking, isolating myself and just vegetating and doing what others say, otherwise I'll be exposed to stress forever.
What should I do?
Everyone goes through a phase like this. Try to keep your goals in mind and get one step closer to them every day. Be aware, your feelings are not what make you, but what you do. The saying helped me.
Unfortunately, this phase lasts 7 years with a few interruptions
Then you have the power to end it.
