Moinsen am male and 15 years old. I feel like I want to see the person I love all the time I feel so put down if they don't respond directly. I also don't know if she loves me, she doesn't answer directly, e.g. When she watches Netflix or has no idea what to do. I ask to see you and answer directly and you e.g. Only after an hour. I always wait for her to open my snap, etc. I'm desperate.
Drive down. Your beloved has such a great thing called "private life". She also does things like Netflix, things that have nothing to do with you. Incidentally, this is also what people do within a committed relationship.
You can't force feelings, never forget that.