Since I met a woman 3 or 4 weeks ago, I have the problem that I feel alone. I can't just lie on the couch and watch Netflix. At the moment I need distraction and just have to get out of the house otherwise I almost spin. I have to be among people.
What is wrong with me? I do not understand myself anymore.
What does that have to do with this woman?
People are changing. Sometimes you have a phase when you just want to be quiet, and sometimes you have to get people.
Maybe you long for their closeness and want to be with her.
This is completely normal and actually it is positive if you want to be among people. Then just do it. I also can hardly be alone and go when the blanket hits my head at home when I'm alone then just into the studio. There are people and I'm distracted. Maybe you just realized through the contact that being alone in the long run is not for you. So it's time to work on this thing and go out is the most important step!