How can you find out more about your nature?

I hate this company. No man wants me just because I'm from the south and well then probably no family. No matter. I despise this new modern chemical society where everything is fake and wrapped in plastic. I want to turn my back on everything except that I will still work normally. But in my private life I just want to find myself. Become one with nature. Really run out of nerve for that pointless millennial thing from Netflix, parties, booze, bad music, drama, and harmful food.

I want to find my way back to myself

how does it work

The world is not made up of the things you add up.

Find a different environment…

First you have to move to the country.

Come to us, the first step is done automatically.

And by country I don't mean a community of 10,000 inhabitants…

I feel like you… Because of my appearance, I always only attract boring, illusory chicks… All of them look great… But just have nothing on the box except to look beautiful… But in nature outside find everything disgusting… And then they do as if they were living healthy and send instagram posts about the great protein powder with mashed supermarket spinach haha

I'm also not in the mood for such degenerate people… And then they still consider themselves important in their plastic consumption addiction… I always have to smile like that haha… However, years ago I threw off a lot of unnecessary ballast… TV no longer exists for me… And fruit I get myself from nature, where everyone drives past towards the supermarket glossy apple.

The process takes time and you need little distraction.

I was in New Zealand for half a year and life there's still different, much quieter, closer to nature and less cell phone reception.

It doesn't have to be that far away, but for me it was the optimal solution.

In Germany I would definitely not have succeeded as I did there. You come to rest there and sometimes don't meet anyone for days if you want to.

You can fully concentrate on yourself and the beautiful nature also helps.

You shouldn't "hate" anything or anyone… Hate is not good for you, it damages your soul…

learn to love yourself first of all… That is the first step in the right direction.

Nobody needs Netflix, parties, alcohol to be happy…

draw from everything that the world offers you only the beautiful and what is good for you and try to enjoy everything carefully…

do not look at others, what they have or do… You can shape your own life the way you want it…

live it the way you like it… Go into nature, live every day of your life and be grateful… Try to see the beautiful in everything… Do yourself good and only allow loving thoughts… Because good & positive thoughts have big ones Force.

I wish you all the best and strength for positive thoughts…