Lovesick or just crush?

I'm a man and I had been in love only 1 time and that was a long time ago but now I had recently met a new woman and it is so that we have spoken more often so over the phone and well she also lives very far path.

Men fall in love rather with a sudden and in our last conversation I think I've said something stupid why she may not report now. You have to say that it is only 24 hours ago that we did not speak. I also did not write 1000 messages or anything, I know that's really stupid. I just asked her if we could call again for last night.

Situation: It is also very difficult to understand what's going on because her phone is broken and she always has to take the phone from her brother so that we can talk on the phone and the brother is 11 years old. Although I see that the blue hacking are there but I get no answer. As I said, I sent 2 messages 1 time "Hi how are you" and "If her sister would be home" Usually I always got an answer sometimes a bit later but this time it is somehow different…

I feel really bad as if someone's heart is torn out and I do not want to be intrusive why I leave it at the 2 messages. I somehow always have the desire to see her once a day, this time I would just be fine if she just says something about WhatsAPP. I can't describe the feeling of what's going on inside of me… I can't think of anything else except her… Usually I watch Netflix, play or make video editing as a hobby and that's why I just tried to focus on something else but it works not that bad feeling is in me and I just will not let it go until she hopes to get in touch.

I have not had a relationship for a long time, and I often did not care then because I was pursuing my hobbies, but now it has come into my life and that has somehow changed everything. I really do not try to think about her can be so that she has no interest but it makes me ready this purely see if she has responded and I do not know what to do next. The feeling of being in love is beautiful but lovesickness is even more terrible…

It does a complete job. Do you have any ideas what I could do so that I can't think of them anymore? That really makes me ready and I do not want to bother them by continuing to write messages. I can't even eat or sleep properly, because this terrible feeling is just always there…

Clear is the heartache. It does not matter if you're really in love or just in love. You just suffer because she does not answer you.

What did you say so stupid, that you think that you have broken everything?

In her situation with the brother but also everything can go wrong. There you should not interpret too much into it.

Well, on the one hand I made a silly compliment that she looks like a very successful singer that pretty much everyone knows. She responded with What O_o? And because she always answered so shy I asked if she might not want to talk to me and maybe. Forced to speak with me. She then said that she could not force anyone to anything and we do not know each other so extremely well maybe we fit well together probably. But I do not know that yet. I told her that that's why I'm asking because I do not want her to feel compelled to talk to me and she actually just said then that it's not a problem I asked and well then we just said goodbye.

I'm only surprised that she absolutely wants to sleep with you.

Hää? We did not sleep together, how do you feel? I do not understand that now.

Your question from a week ago.

Yes, we had addressed as a topic and she said that she would like to sleep with me from sex was never the talk but it would have come to that's clear that's why the question is so asked, because I knew what would happen. But that does not matter to me. I do not want any sex. I just want to know how to get it out of my head because it kills me.

Another woman is the best way to beat a woman out of her head.

But let her have some time. Maybe she will answer.

I know that 24 hours is now no end of the world but this feeling eats one and I'm tired of it. I can't go after my hobbies with my friends and they have helped a little but then had to necessarily talk about women and there it was again… I just do not want to think about her no matter whether she answers or not me internally just dying…

I think we have all experienced and survived. It passes. Sometime. But it is not really deadly. I know, that is only a small consolation.