At the moment I'm really fine, I've gotten better at school, my parents don't suffer from corona, and a lot more.
When I meet up with 1 or 2 friends, I feel great, and when I'm alone and on my cell phone or netflix or whatever, I feel extremely good too.
Dan but if I don't distract myself with something, I feel extremely bad, which is mostly dan when I'm alone.
And I can only laugh when I'm around people, and a lot of it isn't really real either.
Everyone I know thinks that I'm not the brightest because whenever I'm with people I like or just know relatively well, I act more stupid, which started out as fun and now everyone thinks that it is.
Still, I like them because they are extremely honest and I can be happy to have such nice friends, and when I show them that I'm not as stupid as I'm sometimes, I get out of my self-created role.
I'm just the nice, funny boy for everyone, and actually I'm not really happy in life and I would like to start over into a completely new life and leave everything behind.
I just feel empty, and the only goal I have in life is that everyone will remember me one day.
Maybe someone can tell me why I feel so empty, and if you have any questions feel free to ask.
(And no, I don't want to harm myself, and I'm not depressed either.)
Maybe you need to take better care of your soul. Get religious, many describe it as food for the soul.
