I've been awake for days because I just can't sleep, my brain is forming such a strange monster I will describe it: Human face with a laugh that goes to the forehead, jumped eyes, pointed nose, hair different, mostly characters from netflix series or from television. What's wrong with me I stay up until 3am every day until I can't sleep anymore and fall asleep, I'm afraid but I know that I can only imagine it when my eyes are closed. I still have to open it all the time to feel safe, if necessary I go to my cell phone to feel safe like now. Most of the time I try to sleep for an hour but it doesn't work. I feel safe with my big brother I think I can sleep well with him because I know I'm protected. Only that I'm currently 16 and he will soon be 18 embarrassed on one level.
Do you use drugs?
Do you have a deep secret of what to get rid of?
Since when do you have this.
Just try watching TV or falling asleep or just stopping at light or something
For a few days now, I don't take drugs just alcohol sometimes. I don't smoke cigarettes, I don't eat grass occasionally I drink a beer with mates
What about the secrets…
I recommend that you contact a doctor. Did you have sleep problems first and then these hallucinations or vice versa? If you had a lack of sleep before and then the hallucinations, this is caused by your lack of sleep. Then you should have yourself examined by the doctor and possibly also in a sleep laboratory. If you first had hallucinations and thereby got the sleep problems, it could also be a type of psychosis.
I really advise you to go to the doctor and possibly also see a psychologist or psychotherapist and talk to him about it. Sometimes these are simply deeper causes that you do not consciously perceive.
The world is cruel
Concentrate on yourself let the others drink. Everyone is responsible for their own destiny.
